Five months today, three invasive surgeries The constant pain  and, until recently, no signs of recovery. Heavy drugs and painkillers. Hospitals and weekly visits. Physiotherapy started, then forbidden and then allowed again.  to go away. A callus that, only today, is showing the first signs and that is forming extremely slowly.

These have been difficult months, mine. Not only for me, but for my family first and foremost who had to deal with an independent woman, at times self-centered, in fact always happy, optimistic and industrious The constant pain  who all of a sudden was no longer able to do anything and had to trust and recognize a fragility that until that moment was unknown.

I took things for granted, building new skills because the water that reached my waist, and then higher, taught me how to swim.

Today I am learning to walk again

The recovery process will be long, I have been norway phone number library told. Standing up again now gives me new sensations. The hardest thing was realizing that my son is now as tall as me. Seeing him from the wheelchair made me lose sight of what was happening. Having lost the perception of that growth is probably the thing that I will have the hardest time accepting.

I learned firsthand what it means to live with disability and the related difficulties. To look at myself and to look differently. I am a fatalist and this leads me to say that if this accident happened it is because it had to be increase the accuracy of your results that way and I had to learn from this event. Probably the plan is not clear to me now, but all the elements come together to remind me to live the here and now , intensely.

The past months have passed

Silence although I have not stopped aero leads working for a day. The help of my colleagues at the Agency have made up for my physical presence when requested and have made me feel supported. Never alone.